"why why why why why" a voice screamed in my head.i wanted to scream out loud and cry in anguish. i wanted to just scream, scream,scream...SCREAM!
instead i turned and buried my face in my pillow and wept hot furious  stupid tears,
i'd been crying for a long time,god knows how long and i really didnt care. i closed my eyes despite the tears which flowed like the ganges.
tired and weary i asked myself "why" again and wished death would claim me.