gone

There is a reflection of pain in her eyes, as she fights back tears.
Trying to figure out why she has put up with it all of these years.
Innocence gone.
Just taken away.
Struggling to deal with it & be free someday.
Tries to tell someone but no one believes her cries.
Just another young girl getting some attention through lies.
Suicide has crossed her mind but she will not go out that way.
Thinking well maybe if he cant find me, he just won't rape me today
Perfect smile.
Broken soul.
Living in this situation that she just can't control.
Things get worse & he beats her more.
Loses all self respect for herself when he comes through that door.
Fed up & full of hope she tried to fight back.
He pulled out a knife, all she saw was black.
Out of her misery & out of her pain.
Put her in such a place that she cant even explain.
The emotions it brought me, I cant deny,
that it left me a horrible feeling inside.The pain it brought her , she felt alone,
and soon she started getting out of control.This feeling it was killing her inside,
That she could not tell her secret that was forever haunting my mind.
she lay by her bed, sits on the floor, cross her hands and begins to pray because she's finally happy now that the doors shut and he has gone away.