love

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defences, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own any more. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love." Neil Gaiman

Love : A Disaster

"Love sucks. Sometimes it feels good. Sometimes it's just another way to bleed." Laurell K Hamilton

I used to think of myself as little girl with a huge love for living and I felt this love like an endless source of motives to be happy.
Unfortunately,I have lived through some unpleasant situations that make me believe there is no love (yay for me) , it only was my imagination. You can see people cheating each on other, hiding their feelings , trying to take advantage of other's weakness,hurting each other and making them cry; that's how the world works, they say "all's fair in love and war",Is it fair to hurt the person you love ? Is it fair to leave the person you love and who loves you back ? If you really love someone,would you hurt them? Would you just stand by and watch them cry ?.I want to believe in love, but the reality and my experiences say the opposite.Does love really exist..i don't care any more.
Of course I've been in love too (I do not know why/how that happened but I'm sure it was by mistake! ) and I have to agree with all you romantics that it is a nice,wonderful feeling (as long as it lasted) but the aftermath of it was not that nice or wonderful.And the side-effects of it..well I can say that I will stand the side-effects of chemotherapy..but love Sucks.
My friend once said "Not all kisses are magic, and most boys do not live up to your expectations, but there are those times when everything, I mean.. love, romance, relationships, it all falls together perfectly and it's incredible." Damn..!What can I possibly say? I know its useless talking to a hopeless romantic.

thinking,thinking...THINKING!

My mind was spinning with all endless possibilities.Suddenly it was all too much.I was driving myself mad!Why was i like this-why did i have to obsess so much about every little detail with things?Why did everything have to mean something?It didn't,was the answer.I decided to do nothing.I was smiling to myself over the relentless irony of it all..
Allowing the stars spinning around my head to settle.I stood up and splashed some water on my face.

the start

I moved carefully,like someone had switched me 'on',but had set my speed at slow.I went into the bathroom and meant to get straight into the shower,but my reflection caught me,and I stopped,staring.I had turned into a familiar stranger again.I looked pale,but I had bruised looking circles under my eyes.My eyes looked huge and unusually dark.The silver of the chain and the ruby pendant around my neck caught the light and gleamed.
"why?"I whispered.
I didn't expect an answer,and none came.So I got into the shower and stood there for a very long time,letting my tears mix with the water and the blood wash down the drain.

learn to speak chinese in 2 minutes :)

wow!this is awesome.my friend armaan taught me how to talk in chinese..i can say that i havent laughed soooo much in a looooong while (",)
hhhmmmm...phew!well ishaan if you happen to read this-hahaha,armaan beat you to it.stop stuffing your face with paneer butter masala *slurp* and buzz me soon loser!!
armaan thank you for helping me with the pronounciations :) mwah


English: He's cleaning his automobile.
Chinese:Wa Shing Ka

English: This is a tow away zone.
Chinese: No Pah King

English: Is there a fugitive there?
Chinese: Hu Yu Hai DIng?

English: Small horse
Chinese: Tai Ni Po Ni

English: Your price is too high
Chinese: No Bai Nut Ding

English: Did you go to the beach?
Chinese :Wai Yu So Tan?

English: I bumped into a coffee table
Chinese: Ai Bang Mai Ni

English: It's very dark in here
Chinese :Wai So Dim?

English: Has your flight been delayed?
Chinese:Hao Long Wei Ting?

English: I thought you were on a diet
Chinese: Wai Yu Mun Ching?

English: They have arrived
Chinese: Hai Dey Kum

English: Your body odour is offensive
Chinese: Yu Stin Ki Poo

English: You know lyrics to the Macarena
Chinese: Wai Yu Sing Dum Song?

English: I got this for free.
Chinese :Ai No Pei

English: Stay out of sight
Chinese :Lei Lo

English: Phew! Does this bathroom stink?
Chinese :Hu Flung Dung.

amusing images-part 2

i didnt know you spelt sandwich like that..!


i'm speechless :0


yeah your welcome




up for it boys..? :P

pictures that amused me..initially.