Love : A Disaster

"Love sucks. Sometimes it feels good. Sometimes it's just another way to bleed." Laurell K Hamilton

I used to think of myself as little girl with a huge love for living and I felt this love like an endless source of motives to be happy.
Unfortunately,I have lived through some unpleasant situations that make me believe there is no love (yay for me) , it only was my imagination. You can see people cheating each on other, hiding their feelings , trying to take advantage of other's weakness,hurting each other and making them cry; that's how the world works, they say "all's fair in love and war",Is it fair to hurt the person you love ? Is it fair to leave the person you love and who loves you back ? If you really love someone,would you hurt them? Would you just stand by and watch them cry ?.I want to believe in love, but the reality and my experiences say the opposite.Does love really exist..i don't care any more.
Of course I've been in love too (I do not know why/how that happened but I'm sure it was by mistake! ) and I have to agree with all you romantics that it is a nice,wonderful feeling (as long as it lasted) but the aftermath of it was not that nice or wonderful.And the side-effects of it..well I can say that I will stand the side-effects of chemotherapy..but love Sucks.
My friend once said "Not all kisses are magic, and most boys do not live up to your expectations, but there are those times when everything, I mean.. love, romance, relationships, it all falls together perfectly and it's incredible." Damn..!What can I possibly say? I know its useless talking to a hopeless romantic.