Prolouge

She saw him as soon as she entered the classroom,there he was,sitting in all his glory,sighing she walked slowly to take her place as the teacher came bustling in.She had a major crush on him.He was the prince charming she'd waiting for all her life.He was all she ever wanted.She wanted nothing more than to be with him forever.

She walked towards the library thinking about him,looking dazed as she wandered around aimlessly,carelessly glancing at a book every few minutes.Looking down at her feet she walked right into him.She just stood there looking into his eyes.She'd never stood so close to him,or been alone with him.

Recovering she stammered an apology and turned to run for her life.What an ass she'd made of herself,who could humiliate themselves so much?! She hastily turned when he stopped her.He asked her out.Talk about dreams coming true she thought.

Sitting under the banyan tree listening to music,she waited for him.She didn't know when exactly she'd fallen in love with him,it didn't matter she told herself.Being in love is so amazing she mused,smiling.He apologized for being late but she brushed it aside.

They talked.They talked about everything.She learned a great deal more about him.It surprised her,she thought she knew everything about him.She trusted him compeletely,shared her dreams with him.She told him stuff she'd never told anyone,ever.He heard everything she said and nodded when necessary,saying something every now and then.

He cut her off by talking her hand in his.She stopped and looked at him,he smiled at her and looked down at his phone to read his new message.She ignored that.She consoled herself with the fact that she liked holding his hand.Her hand fit against his perfectly,it was like they were meant to be with each other.

She was waiting for him under the tree again while he stood not very far from here,talking to his friends.She watched him,smiling,he barely glanced her way.He came and sat by her after what seemed like a long time.They sat in silence for sometime.He seemed pre-occupied,she asked him,he said it was nothing.It was so easy to sit with him in silence,she thought,not having to talk.She liked that..

He turned to look at her,she turned to face him.He came close,close,he filled the space between them as he leaned and kissed her.She felt like she'd forgotten how to breath.Her heart exploded with joy.Every single cell in her body danced,her heart exploded again,blooded rushed into her head.It was magical.She leaned into him,he kissed her again,he didn't hold her though she wanted him too;she put her hands around his neck,but he did not copy the gesture.She drew back and looked at him,puzzled..

He looked at her in the eye and said "I'm breaking up with you". She felt like..like someone had pierced her straight in the heart.She felt the blood drain from her face.She felt numb. "Why did you kiss me" she whispered barely hearing her own voice. "I wanted to do that before we broke up" he offered as an explanation.Saying that he walked away.

She looked down blindly not seeing anything.She felt..betrayed.She felt contaminated-he'd touched her,she let him;She'd trusted him.She felt sick with herself.Even with the warm rays falling on her feet she felt cold,bone cold.A chill passed through her,She shivered and wrapped her arms around her knowing she'd never let anyone touch her again.

The numbness had spread..